I should have just left it alone… Cuz when I don’t bother it doesn’t bother me. So much for being my friend.
- Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore (via kushandwizdom)
You bug me
Of course i’m happy you asked if I was okay….but you continued the conversation like im not upset with you. I know I just killed our conversation but there’s nothing for me to say to you. I know me getting into an accident is probably the only reason you texted me……
I keep wondering, how many people do you need to be, before you can become yourself."
- Iain S. Thomas, I Wrote This for You (via fullybalanced)
- Jillian Medoff (via felicefawn)
I know that Tumblr for some people is their creative outlet but its where I go to vent because it isn’t like all my other social medias. All my friends/acquaintances don’t all own a Tumblr so when I do go on, it sadly means I’m upset. The first time you did this it actually hurt me just because we were just friends and you stopped talking to me just because you thought I would get in the way of you talking to this girl. So we stopped texting we stopped joking. Then when you guys stopped talking you started texting me again and id laugh at you for it, but I was really kind of butthurt about it. I was only a friend so I never saw the problem in us texting. Then there’s now and your doing it again and even though we barely know each other, this is the second time your dissing me. Call it overreacting or call it you thinking I’m obsessed with you, but still all along the first thing I wanted you as will still always be a friend. I like to believe its just because your bad at texting like you say, or cuz you are occupied but I know what your like when you are interested in our conversation. Now you don’t respond or you take forever to respond if you do. You never text me first then you don’t text me at all. It’s so silly of me to be upset cuz in your eyes you see it as I don’t even know you and you barely know me, but we’ve been talking everyday since April. I wish I would have just kept my thoughts to myself if it meant that we’d stopped being friends.My problem I value everything too much, or maybe im just THAT GIRL that is TOO MUCH. This is why I don’t work well with others because I get hurt. I’m truly a broken piece of work, damaged beyond repair.